In my previous post about atheism (shouldn’t be hard to find as it is merely two posts above this one), when pondered as to why I choose not to believe in a god (hence my atheism) despite the fact I believe in the possibility of a god (which would make me agnostic), all I could say was that it was my “leap of faith”
Up until a week or so ago, I myself could not explain it. This post shall be the explanation of my leap, and shall tackle one part of religion I had neglected in my previous post: hope.
Religion, as I see it, gives three things to humanity:
A) Answers to the fundamental questions in life (FAITH) - As to prevent people from wasting their time wondering about it (i.e. ME)
B) Moral Guidance (LOVE) - Seen as an application of religion. Basically, if you would like to live the afterlife in heaven/nirvana/vallhala/etc, you must be good to other people. Most people try to be good to avoid punishment; I try to be good because I desire to make society a better place (Which does not require belief in a religion, in the first place)
C) Hope (Well, HOPE) - A lot of people use religion a a means to obtain hope in their life. When they get to a point wherein nothing good seems to be happening to them, and they are at a loss as to what to do, they turn to God. God gives them strength. God gives them guidance. As an Atheist, what now is my strength? What now is my guidance?
When I first pondered the thought of Atheism, I asked myself a similar question. My answer was that my hope would lie in the individual; that I am strong enough to give myself hope because I believed that having hope in god was merely a “placebo” for the human psyche. As I grew up I realized that I am a regular human being and, as such, am weak. Reality, honestly, bites, and when it does, it bites you hard. Although I have not yuet reached a point in my life where I would no longer happen to have any more hope in my own life, I am not eliminating the possibility that it may come and, once it comes, where then lies my hope?
A funny answer to this question. My hope lies in my belief that a god does not exist! And now for the explanation.
Two weeks ago, I started reading a 5-part e-mail “seminar” on the proof of the existence of god through scientific and logical evidence and proving, taken from http://www.cosmicfingerprints.com/ . I suggest you read it, it is quite interesting. That aside, it made me realize three things:
1) A lot of atheists on the internet act like complete assholes when trying to prove their side, whereas more of the theists act like actual human beings. It is a shame to me…
2) The possibility of a supernatural being is more logcal than I thought it could be…
3) If god exists, my life has no meaning.
The first two are obviously self-explanatory. In the third one lies my whole point of this post.
As I was reading these proofs of God’s existence, it made me realize that the bible (specifically) has a logical and accurate explanation for all the fundamental questions in life, even the existence of other supernatural beings. To quote one of the parts of this e-mail series, stated by Dr. Hugh Ross in his presentation “New Scientific Evidence for the Existence of God” (http://www.cosmicfingerprints.com/audio/newevidence.htm): “This tells us that we’re wasting valuable taxpayer money looking for intelligent life elsewhere in the universe. Worse than that, we’re wasting valuable telescope time.”
This is what had made me impassionate on the current topic I am writing. If god truly does exist, then what he says is true! money is being wasted on research, on trying to find new life, on trying to explain mysteries, because the bible explains everything as it is! All my life I had had this as my ultimate goal: to explain the mysteries of life. As a child I had looked up to the stars, wondering how it all happened, and, right under my nose, there is already an explanation?
If I were to truly believe this then all my goals in life are nothing but a sham. All my dreams of learning everything new about the universe are useless. All the research that people are doing around the globe has no purpose. There would no longer be any motivation to learn these things, because they are all already explained!
Recently, I had promised to myself that I shall devote my life to learning, because that is what motivates me. With the existence of God, I can no longer have any motivation. I can no longer desire the learning that I have been yearning ever since I was a wee child.
If god exists, my motivation is gone. My whole purpose in life is gone. My HOPE is gone. Not only mine, but everybody else that has attempted to learn more about the universe in the hopes of finding new things that have not been taught to us in theology.
THIS is what keeps me going: the motivation to keep on learning; the motivation that humankind is not merely limited to our own wordly thinking. This remains my hope in life.
Admittedly, this is not even a logical argument. No, this is my emotion and my belief. It does not, and cannot make logical sense. But this is what I have faith in: That humankind will be able to rise up to the challenge, without limiting themselves to what has been taugh to them, and learning more and more about the universe.
So, yes, if God does exist, then I am totally, utterly, screwed! But at least I still have hope in my life, one that I have devoted to learning.
People who know me (or at least those who have read my facebook), would know that I support Socialism. Most idiots people tend to link socialism with communism, which is partly true in theory, but absolutely not in practice. I shall now begin by clarifying terms for whoever reads my blog in the first place.
First we must distinguish what socialism is; socialism is a form of economy, not government. Meaning that a socialist nation can coexist with a democracy, a republic, a parliament, and so on. Ideally, there are only two forms of economy: socialism and capitalism. Of course there is also a big difference between modern and classic socialism and capitalism. We shall first define these two.
We shall start with the classics. Think of two villages; in each village, every resident produces a certain amount of food; some produce less, some produce more. In one village, when you produce food, that food belongs to you; you can decide for yourself if you would like to eat it, give it to the poor, and so on. This is what is we refer to as classic capitalism.
In the second village, however, each citizen puts all the food they grow in a big community basket. Whenever a citizen would require food, he would simply take as much as he needs from the basket and go on his merry way. This is what is referred to as classic socialism.
One main similarity between the two is that they both deal with the distribution of wealth. This is because, back in the old day, people did not have such complicated ideas of ownership; objects belonged to someone; whether it be the king, your neighbor, or even your son. Which is why they were more focused on the distribution of wealth due to the fact that certain unalterable causes like nature, could force some people to be able to create less then others, although effort would still be maximized (forces such as drought, fertility of land, etc)
Now we move on to the modern point of view of these economic systems. Modern capitalism still retains most of its classic ideology; if you work more you get more. This would be true in certain jobs where either you work on a client basis (lawyers and doctors) or you work under a quota basis. Of course there are jobs that have you working as much as you can under a certain amount of time, and yet still receive the same amount of income. The modernisation of this theory lies in the ownership of a company/corporation. In capitalism, the most common type of ownership is a corporation. In this system, a company can be bought piece by piece by selling what they refer to as shares. Owning a share entitles you to a certain percentage of the company, allowing you to make decisions on the company, and receive interest depending on how much you invested. This amount you have invested is reffered to as “capital” (hence the name, capitalism). These corporate owners can do pretty much whatever they want with the company so long as the other shareholders agree, and they do not cross over the bounds set by the government.
Now we move on to modern socialism. Modern socialism, as portraed as its so-called father, Karl Marx, like modern capitalism, also refers to the ownership of a corporation. In this case, a corporation is no longer owned by people who put in a certain capital into a corporation, but is owned by the people. “The people”, in this case, can either refer to the government, who directly represents the people, or the workers themselves. In most modern socialist nations, only necessities such as hospitals and schools are owned by the people, in which case, the government, which would ideally make theses services free to any taxpaying citizen of that nation. Corporations that deal on minor things such as technology, clothes, and restaurants, are, in most modern socialist nations, given a capitalist nature; they just let it be run the capitalist way. This would create an amalgamation of socialism and capitalism, which is evident in many recent socialist nations (excluding the former USSR and China, I believe) Although, in theory, there is libertarian socialism, which involves the workers being the ones who would own such a corporation.
If you would notice, modern socialism does not necessarily follow the ideals of classic socialism. Classic socialism is mostly referred to these days as communism, because it pays all people equally, therefore distributing the wealth of a nation equally. This is where most people make the mistake of equating socialism with communism. According to Marx, socialism is ideally a tool to slowly convert a capitalist nation into a communist one, since people do not easily accept change, though this is not necessarily the case in all examples of socialist nations.
Now that we have set aside the main differences between capitalism and socialism, more importantly, how they are used in the modern world, I shall now explain why I support socialism. This is, after all, my blog. Anyway, like most of my preferences, I do not simply choose something because it is better; I choose something because I dislike the other alternative. So the correct question now is why I dislike capitalism.
Firstly: Capitalism is pretty much similar to a closed system. How do you get rich? Two ways. First you can get a really good job. This requires good education, which requires, in most case, a large sum of money. Point in case: you need money to get money. Secondly, you can join a business. To do this, you can either start your own business by having a great idea, and having enough money to start this business, or you could invest in another business by buying stocks of a corporation which requires, well, money. Point in case: you need money to get money. There are indeed rare cases and “underdog stories” wherein the marginalized are able to rise up to the challenge and make a fortune, but, as stated, these are rare.
Secondly: Capitalism is a socially concentrated system. Let us take the example of what we would call a “corporate lemming.” These people work their asses off the whole day, have to deal with the stress of a demanding superior, and end up with the higher-ranking jobs going to younger employees despite spending years in a corporation. It all ends up with how well you interact with your peers, and more importantly, your superiors. My point in this example is that capitalism, which should reward you with your capability, is, instead, rewarding with how well you interact with people. Admittedly, this is not always the case. Of course those who are extremely capable are eventually rewarded. But I ask you; who gains more money? A scientist or a business owner? A doctor who saves hundreds of lives a year, or the owner of the hospital he works in? If capitalism indeed rewards people with their capability, then why is it that sports heroes and actors gain more money than people who revolutionize technology? It is because capitalism is social; the more well-liked you are, the more money you get.
Thirdly: The only form of control for capitalism are the law and competition; and competition is the more reliable form of control. Let’s face it, we all know that when a company releases something new, its competitor will attempt to obtain your interest by introducing their wares for less money. It is as simple as that. Like stated before, capitalism is socially-oriented; if your company makes things for cheaper, then you would be more well-liked, therefore entailing the corporation with more customers. But what of monopolies? In these cases, the only form of control is the law, which can be, at many times, flawed. Sure, people could rebel against the monopoly, but if it is a necessity, eventually, they will come crying back (if you have watched enough episodes of The Simpsons, you would see Montgomery Burns as a perfect example for this)
My reasons could go on, but these are my main points. So why do I support socialism? Because it is not capitalism. Because you do not need money to get rich since in socialism, education would be free, and in some cases, you, as a worker, would be given equal opportunity in your corporation as everyone else. Because socialism is already controlled by the people, it no longer needs competition to regulate the economy. And because socialism would be run equally by the people, you would not need to impress others with social quirks, but focus on productivity and skills, in order to gain more income.
The biggest problem that socialism faces, both in modern and classic, is that it requires a certain amount of determination from the people. Capitalism’s main point of determination is money, and, in our current society, most people would be determined towork for more money. In socialism, money is only a secondary point of determination. In order for it to succeed, it would need people to not only think of how it would get them more money, but people would need to think how it would help enhance society. Social in socialism not only refers to the fact that it is owned by society, but also because that it works the best when the whole society works towards a greater society, not only a greater individual.
When people ask me where my religious beliefs stand, I tell them that I am an Atheist. What is atheism? Why am I an atheist? This blog shall answer these questions for you (or anyone interested enough to read past this first paragraph)
Firstly, I shall answer the question; What is Atheism, and how is it different from other religions, especially agnosticism? Atheism, by definition, is the disbelief of the existence of God. Unlike most religions in the world who believe there is a supreme being that created and governs the universe. Simple as that.
Agnosticism, on the other hand, believes that there is no proof that God neither exists nor does not exist, and that we can never know. In all honesty, I do believe that the possibility of a God exists, as are all possibilities in the universe, which would make me an agnostic, supposedly. But, on the other hand, if one were to see what I believe is true or false, then I would believe that God does not exist. Why do I believe this? I cannot explain. Much like how many many many theists (in general, people who have a religion) believe in a God without being able to fully explain why. Call this my “leap of faith.”
Sure, according to Pascal’s Wager (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pascal’s_Wager), it would be more practical to believe in God. Like I always say, screw practicality! I believe that there is no god, much like I believe that ghosts aren’t real, monsters aren’t real, but extraterrestrials are real. I cannot prove nor disprove any of these, it is simply how I feel about the supernatural. Even the most rational of men must trust some of their intuition.
Now to answer the question as to the reason behind my explicit conversion to atheism. One word: creationism. Most religions in the world believe that this supreme being they refer to as God created the world, and the whole universe in it’s entirety. Whether it’s Christians, Jewish, and Islamic belief that God created the world in 6 days; or it’s Deism that believes that God is no longer existant, but has created the universe; or Pantheism that states the God is the Universe, I do not believe in creationism.
Why? Once again, I cannot explain this. The most amount of reason that I can give you is that “It is irrational” (In which I fully accept that a lot of theories regarding creationism are fully rational) Now, if I do not believe that the Universe was created by a supernatural being, what then, is the purpose of a supernatural being? None. If there is no being that has created the universe, then there is no being that governs it, concluding that God does not exist. In most cases, the existence of God coincides with the belief in creationism, which well, logically, makes sense.
The thing is, religion encompasses much, much more than the idea of God. Religion gives us guidance; religion gives us a moral waypoint in life. So, I have no god to believe. Where now, do my morals stand?
I believe, although I am an atheist, that religion is good. Religion is necessary in society. And that we should all learn from all religions teachings. Jesus Christ was a good man, and his teachings should be followed. Love one another as he has loved you, etc. Confucious was a great man, and his teachings should be followed. Having the golden mean, etc. I am not some beast that believes that men should do just what they want to do, and that what is good is only dependent on what people see is good. I believe that there is a moral system that people should follow; a system that gives everyone a chance; a system that works for the good of society as a whole.
And that is what I would like to prove in life. One does not need to be a religious man to become a moral man. I want to be a moral person, without having to rely on god; without having to rely on religion. I want to show the world that it is not what religion states has happened; that god created the world, that we should ask penance and forgiveness to attain heaven, and so on; is not important. What is important is that we should follow what religion states we should and should not do. Because that is the main point of religion; to give us moral guidance. Answering the questions as to how we were created and how the universe works is merely to prevent people from, well, having the kind of ideas that I do (trust me, you wouldn’t want that), but sadly I can’t believe that, and that is the only thing that I can’t believe.
I want the best for society, and the world as a whole. And I want to do this without having to rely on religion.
How, exactly, I would do this, I do not know.
Also, enjoy the new theme :p
(Oh yeah, please excuse this post for being organised like chicken scratch. I was a bit busy while writing this and I didn’t have a chance to really organise my thoughts xD)
Tags: Philosophy, Religion
Rush on my schoolwork
Hot springs are so relaxing
Prism is quite nice
n_n
For those of you who may know me and my, err, technological preferences, you would know that I am an avid apple hater. Yes, the company that produces iPods, iPhone, and the ever-vigilant Mac line of computers. Why do I hate them? Well, I guess it all started with the whole iPod craze. I couldn’t understand what people saw in overpriced digital audio players that forced you to use a software just to transfer your music, whereas other companies gave the same quality (sometimes even better) for a much lower price, which makes Apple, in my ideology, prepostorous.
Of course, this hate of mine spread towards the whole company itself, for overpricing their hardware just to use their software, Mac OS, originally called Macintosh, which was renowned for their simplistic user interface.
A lot of you people, especially mac fanatics, would probably ask me “Why hate it so much? Have you ever even used a Mac?”
This question makes me laugh.
What most people acquainted to me do not know is that I have actually spend a good number of my childhood years fully immersed in the use of a mac. Oh, but it wasn’t what it is now. It was very far from what it is now. How so? Shall I give an example
http://www.kernelthread.com/publications/appleoshistory/images/macos9.jpg
Mac OS 9. The last version before the ever-popular OS X. Not quite the intuitive beast most mac users have been accustomed to. Quite honestly, I myself have not yet been used to OS X, but I can work my way through older versions of Macintosh like a breeze.
So yes, I have used mac, way back in my childhood, and honestly… I loved it. Macintosh had something that I desired in life; it was different. It used a different interface, a different processor, a different, well, everything. It was the kind of computer that you could rely on; that you could do what you needed on.
Alright, so it’s still this way up to now, and I probably sound like a fool for hating them for still being what they used to be. But sadly, one thing has changed: their ideology.
Mac never used to be the PC for media editing, personalizing your life, and so on, like most of the Mac vs PC ads (seen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgzbhEc6VVo). In the past, Mac was the guy in the suit. Mac was the big business type. Mac was the one who focused on making pie charts and bar graphs. That was the Macintosh I grew up with; the Macintosh I loved. Much like their main partner, IBM, who was, well, in charge of making their PowerPC processors. What changed that? Simple. One man. Steve Jobs. That business genius he is. He changed the Mac into something specifically for consumers. Very smart move, and I mean this in all honesty.
How did he change this? Also very simple. And all it sonsists of is one letter. “i”. iMac, iPod, iPhone, iTunes, iLife. He made mac not about mac, but he made it about you. It’s actually a nice thing, empowering the consumers to be “individualistic”. Along with this revamp, was of course, a whole new operating system, that we shall forever know as OS X. From the picture I have shown above, you can see just how much OS X has changed from the classic Mac. In the classic mac, there was no iTunes, only Quicktime; no Safari, only Netscape. Mac was never this Operating System used by creative people to make multimedia, until OS X came along and changed everything. But there is one thing that really, REALLY ticks me off about OS X in general. The fact that it implements UNIX. Specifically, it was based off BSD, a FREE version of UNIX.
Tech-talk aside, they changed Macintosh OS. Where was the Mac that I knew and loved? Gone. Of course, the basic gist and commands are the same, but the feel, the knowledge that you were using a mac, has been changed forever. They are no longer using what they originally made; an idea that would change (and was somewhat copied by windows) the way of using a computer forever, into what? A highly priced operating system based off of something that was intended to be free.
So now, how would one define a Mac? As a people person. As those kids you see in starbucks, wasting money that would be enough to provide them for two full meals on a single cup of coffee. As those rich teens who go around paying more than a thousand pesos for footwear made completely of rubber. Those tech-saavy individuals who aren’t nerds, but know their way around computers. Mac OS X caters to Generation X. A generation filled wiht idiots following pop culture, so that they may be part of the whole; part of society. Sure, mac remains to be different, but these “different” people, in the end, are just trying to be like one another.
And that is what I find sad.
Perhaps it’s not Mac that I should hate, but my generation itself. Most middle-class Filipinos would not be able to relate with this because, well, they seem to be of a different social strata. One that I find much more inviting, thankfully.
I am referring to my generation who are part of the upper social status in this country, as well as everyone else in the world. I have spoken to many people from my generation around the world, and I have concluded that that is what my generation is like.
I guess this post is more directed towards aspiring Mac users. Specifically my friends, who now desire so much to use Macs. I just want them to know how Mac used to be, and how society has changed a company with such strongly-rooted ideals into one that follows society, just to get it to like them. After all, they’re just a business, and all they care about is their assets.
Tags: Economy, Society, Technology
A few of my classmates came over to my house today, supposedly to do a school project. My father asked me why I had to go all the way to metropoint just to meet them and bring them to my home. After all, it’s my home they’re going to; should I not choose what is convenient for me?
In the end, I was the one who decided we meet there. Why did I decide this? I have no idea. Perhaps it’s because I would like to be fair to each and every member by choosing a rendezvous point acessible to all. Perhaps it’s because I long to please them. Sometimes I can’t even understand myself.
Of course, like most instances of friends coming over to your house, not much work is really done. I questioned the necessity of them coming to my house, when we could have easily done it whilst chatting online. Well, I guess it was good to have some company (besides my family) in this house.
It would go against my ideology to blog about matters of the heart, but it’s just that I hate it whenever she is in a bad mood.
Partly because it isn’t nice to see the one you love in such a depressed state, and you standing there, incapable of changing anything.
Also partly because she no longer speaks with any enthusiasm towards me whenever she is in that state.
But I guess that’s part of commitment or, in my case, pseudo-commitment. Perhaps I should follow the footsteps of one of my friends, and give up for simply “getting tired” of it.
Most people keep telling me that I’m chasing something that isn’t worth it, and that I should give up while it hasn’t become much of a burden in my life.
But that’s not how I am. I’m a naive, lovestruck fool, and most people would smack me on the upside of my head for being like that, but hey……
Screw them =p
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